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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 00:58:38 GMT

well here's an update for you clueless people......c(0=

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Saturday, April 08, 2006

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 15:08:01 GMT

hola!

Well nothing much has happened today....just been cleaning. Last night i had a birthday party, but only 2 out of 8 showed up....one has been sick...3 had a softball game in elkins today...one never asked....one's mom said they already had plans...and then there is chele and ciara ...the 2 who came....lol.....we had a bomb!!!!!!!!!!UH OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha.....u had to be there!!!!!wow u guys that didnt come, u totally missed out....lol.if u wanna find out what the uh oh thing was about ...go to www.ebaumsworld.com and then videos.....and find one that has an old lady sitting in a chair ....and the title is Lumpkin....hahahaha i betcha u dont know what a lumpkin is do u?????u will after u watch this.....hahahaha....

Would you like a Lumpkin????to bad u won't get one from me!!!!!lmao!!!!!!

i still love *him*<333

Monday, March 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 22:00:48 GMT

Well today started out ok because i wore this really cute skirt and a really cute skirt and kept getting tons of compliments. I got even happier whenever i saw that *he* was standing in the group of guys right next to me. So that brightened my day up by knowing he was at school today. Then i copied sarah's vocab worksheet from minney in homeroom with paris and ciara. I love you guys.lol......Then 1st period i have algebra/conover and we took some more of our test and some finished it. 2nd period i have tankersley and we defined spelling words. 3rd i have redmond/science and we did some decoding worksheets.4th i have band but went to mrs. conover's room to finish my test which i was glad to do because *he* has algebra 4th period also....*wink**wink*~lol~anyways after i finished it{which didnt take very long considering i only had like 3 problems left to do} i went down and helped mrs. rush with organizing magazines just cause i didn't want to go to bandi'm so sneaky~lol~well then i went to lunch and was like one of the first ppl there cuz i was waiting by the door for band ppl to come out {cuz we go to lunch a couple minutes earlier then the other 8th graders do} In lunch ryan s. sat on my left, ariel m. across the table from me, abby beside me, bake in front of her, and jenna on her right, and brooke across the table from jenna.~lol~ confusing i know ~lol~ but anyways i looked at brooke and she was sitting there talking acting *normal* lol and i turned my head cuz ryan was saying sumtin to me and turned back and jenna was behind brooke hugging her and abby was leaning over the table hugging her and brooke's face was blood red!!!! i thought she was laughing but jenna stopped hugging her long enough for me to see that she was bawling her eyes out...i turned to ryan and was like wth!!!!! she was just sitting there talking normally 2 seconds ago... he's like ya i know wtf {he kept saying that really loud, i was like ryan shut up!~lol~} i turned and asked abby what was wrong and she said that jesse had just told her that bobby and stephanie were going bck out...i was like your joking! brooke deserves bobby ALOT more!!!!!!!!!idk....but i went outside and talked to ciara and saw *him* tehe and he was standing like right behind me *tehe* but then i went to fifth period health/mr. freeman ...it was a drag...i probably failed the stupid test.....sealdude sits right next to me and was like that was easy but then we had to read the next section out loud ...i hate doing that....but then trent was reading...he reads so freakin slow ON PURPOSE and it is getting REALLY OLD!!!!!!and he almost put sealdude to sleep...he looked really sad and depressed and had his eyes closed and leaning on his hand on his desk and i got abby's attention for her to look at him but he opened his eyes and i pretendedly said i thought you were sleeping and he was like no but trent just about put me to sleep and was like he reads so freakin slow and he is so stupid...i was like but guess what....i have 1st, 2nd, and 3rd period with him he was like wow...thats sucks.....lol.....and then i started writing ciara a note {in our new code} and she said she was writing me bck whenever i called her a little bit ago........then 6th period rolls around and i have minney and we graded our worksheet that we got friday and hunter wasnt in school friday so he had to go to the library and mrs. minney almost forgot about him ..it was so funny....and whenever i went down to get him he was like awwww do i have to come bck up i was really enjoying myself ....lmao...i was like OK.....lol......7th period we sketched our design for our c02 cars in tech.ed..........8th period i have chorus and nothing important happened there.....lol........well thats my whole day there...well i rode the bus home but nothing big happened there just brandon u. kept taking my phone and takin pictures with it after tyler d. my bus buddy was looking at it........

I want a boy to buy me flowers just because it's Monday. </3

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 21:41:15 GMT

AND EVEN iF THE WH0lE W0RlD iiS AGAiNST US
WEll AlWAYS BE BEST FRiENDS <33

it`s the days we're so crazy people
think we're drunk; the times we're so
bored we laugh until we cry; all the
inside jokes and the "remember
whens" - these are all the reasons
we'll always be best friends <3

a stranger stabs you in the front
a boyfriend stabs you in the heart
a friend stabs you in the back
B E S T F R I E N D S
dont carry knives

best friends are the fairy tale of life;;
they've been there since 'once upon a time'
&& will stay there until 'happily ever after'

I love you Abby and Paris! You guys are the bestest ever!!!!!!!!!!I don't know how i could live without you!!!!<33

[the boy & the girl were online chatting]
boy: So..have you ever been in love?
girl: of course, i mean love is so hard, you know
boy: how is it hard?
girl: well, when you love someone, sometimes they just don't love you back.
boy: is that what your feeling right now?
girl: haha no [she lied]
boy: ohh..well, i gotta go bye [he lied]
girl: okay bye
[the boy signed off, but he really didn't sign off, he was invisible, but the girl thought he really did signed off]
girl: [she sighed & one tear went down on her face..but then she typed]..i love you..
boy: [then the boy typed] i love you, too
[the girl was shocked]

take too many pictures.
laugh too hard
&& love like you've [never] been hurt
because every minute that
you spend mad or upset
is a minute of happiness
that you'll never get back.

wouldn't life be perfect if
sweatpants were sexy
monday mornings were fun
junk food didn't make you fat
boys weren't so ?confusing?
and goodbyes only meant until t.o.m.o.r.r.o.w.?

Wouldn't life be (( w o n d e r f u l ))
if sweatpants were sexy . . monday
mOrnings were fun, if junk food had
no calOries..all kiss'es were magical,
life was always worth living for,and
L O V E never H U R T a n y o n e ?

i wait for the day I can listen
to a love song on the radio
and not wanna smash the d a m n t h i n g <|3

STOP PLAYiNG AROUND WiTH
ALL THE CLOWNS & THE
WANGSTAS -- GOOD GiRLS
GOTTA GET DOWN WiTH THE
GANGSTA`S =]

WOULD YOU…

[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?

[_] dance with me?

[_] let me make you breakfast?

[_] hit me?

[_] help me with homework?

[_] tickle me to death?

[_] let me tickle you?

[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?

[_] say yes if i asked you out?

[_]massage my shoulders?

[_] get me wasted?

[_] instant message me?

[_] greet me in public?

[_] hang out with me?

[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...

[_] think im cute?

[_] think im hot?

[_] want to kiss me?

[_] want to cuddle with me?

[_]hate me?

[_]like being my friend?

[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...

[_] acquaintances?

[_] friends?

[_] in a relationship?

[_] like family?

AM i...

[_] smart?

[_] cute?

[_] funny?

[_] cool?

[_] loveable?

[_] adorable?

[_] compassionate?

[_] annoying?

[_] great to be with?

[_] attractive?

[_] mean?

[_] odd?

HAVE Y0U EVER...

[_] thought about me?

[_] thought there might be an "us"?

[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?

[_] wished i were there?

[_] grabbed me?

[_] hit me?

[_] had a crush on me?

[_] wanted my number?

[_] had a dream about me?

[_] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...

[_] happy you know me?

[_] mad at me?

[_] thinkin bout me?

.....plz answer this in a comment {copy and then go bck and put an x if yes and an o if no<3thnx

girls are like phones.
they like to be held, & talked to.
but if you press the wrong button,
you will be d.i.s.c.o.n.n.e.c.t.e.d.</3

people say that hate is a strong word;
but so is love, & people throw that
around like its nothing..

CONVERSATION ON PHONE BETWEEN B/F AND G/F OF 5 MONTHS:

boy- hey, hun
girl- hey
boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh rele? y?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?
boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u kno i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- y did u ask?
girl-................>silence<..........
boy- is something wrong?
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good.
girl- ..............how much do u care about me?
boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- u would?
boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are u sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......i hope so.
girl- ..............would u die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun
girl- rele?
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.
friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.
boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:

-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are u sick?
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
boy-........alright, i love u hun.
>very long pause<
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.
boy- wht???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- y????
girl- i love u.
>click<

THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whts up
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so u didnt hear?
boy- hear wht?
friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......
boy- dude, wtf tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
boy- ok......................

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL

-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
boy- rele? y? wht happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.
boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

boy- omg are u ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- i..........
boy- u wht?? U WHT???
girl- i have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................>breaks into tears<......................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
boy- y??
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt
boy- y didnt u tell me????
girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
boy- ?
girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u
boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...
THE NOTE SAID:

i told her i would take a bullet for her....
just like she said she would die for me...

If you care about somone as much at these2 did then post this on ur xanga

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 03:27:30 GMT

hey guys!!!!!well i went to the movies with ciara last nite and saw the date movie. OMFG! that was the best movie ever!!!its so freakin hilarious!!!Well i was supposed to go with abby, chase, megan, ryan, hayley, paris, jenna but nobody could go......well i didnt even ask chase, ryan, and hayley because abby, megan, and paris, couldnt go ......you know since abby and chase are datin....meg. and ryan are datin... and hayley and paris ....well they arent dating but very close too....lol....and was gonna invite *sealdude* if another guy came with us but that didnt work out to well........i miss him so much.....

i want him to love me like i love him</3

</3 i want him to want me as much as i want him

i want him to want to hold me as much as i want to be held by him</3

</3i want him to want me

i need him to need me</3

</3boys are so clueless</3

</3b_r_o_k_e_n-h_e_a_r_t_e_d</3

Friday, March 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 23:45:26 GMT

im really srry that this takes so long to load but its cuz all of the icons....thats why whenever i do write a new weblog i try to make it long hoping sooner or later they will move on to the next page and my site will return to normal......im guessing you want some updating......so here it goes

There's this kid at school that i am deeply, madly in love with.....but he doesn't feel the same way about me....nobody does............

here are some quotes that i found that really express my feelings............

{o1.o}

If I could break your heart just to see what you're made of,
what you're afraid of, I would break your heart just to see
what's inside you, that's keeping us apart.

{o2.o}

most of my friends don't understand
what is so special about you . . . which
is perfectly fine with me. :]

{o3.o}

i love how i can be a total dork around you
& you still make me feel absolutely amazing <3

{o4.o}

me w i t h o u t you is like
a shoe w i t h o u t laces
a nerd w i t h o u t braces
asentencewithoutspaces

{o5.o}

If You Lose The Key To My Heart,
Just Knock. I'll Let You In. <3

{o.6o}(#1)

&& tonight I won't wear my seatbelt.
I'll speed on the wet slick roads.
I'll take that curve a little too fast.
You will see the fatal crash on the news
&& you know what?
You still won't miss me.

{o7.o}

so what's it gonna take -
for a guy like you, to love
a girl like me

{o8.o}

Someone once asked mewhere I thought h e a v e n was
.I pointed to you and said,
"In his arms."

{o9.o}

& I kind have this habbit
of falling for the guys
-that dont catch me-

{1o.o}

i dont blame you for walking away ..
id do the same if i saw me.</3

i have so many more.....feelings to express && quotes.....lots more quotes....

signed,

</3broken/hearted</3

Friday, February 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 18:20:53 GMT

hey ppls:)

well i kno its been a while so u need some updating i guess...well i dont like jacob bower any more...but i dont think i should tell u who i like now in case someone like my sister looks this.....then i'd be screwed....but there is a dance tonight and last night i sent him a text askin if he was goin...even though i had just talked to him through my sister's whole game...that would totally give it away...u had to be at the game...i think my sister already nows though....o well......i really like and i do talk to him...a lot more than i did jacob...i nvr talked to him...but i talk to this person alot....i wish he would call me or text me bck or get online...he gave me his screename last year but he's nvr onever...but last night after the game when our team was still in the locker room he was shooting hoops out on the court and only made like 3 out of a million...he just looked over at me and shrugged his shoulders after he had only made one and then kept missing them...i just laughed and said jokingly gosh i havent seen u make one lol and just starting laughing (he was laughin too)<3<3

Ryan is supposed to talk to him...but he's like totally ignoring me anymore....and he's makin me mad.....one day i kept buggin him bout it and i met him on the stairs after 8th per.(not on purpose..he probably came downstairs to megan{his girlfriend duh! they make such a good couple}tehe) and i was like have u talked to him yet and he's like no geez u must really like him....i was like uh ya! DUH!!!!!!!!!-lol-but i really do like him alot!!!!! i wonder if he knows?<3<3

I swear boys can be so dumb, so clueless, so oblivious to the girls around them....all except for the one's who hang all over them.....just cuz they know they can get some from the girls who hang all over them cuz they're that desperate.....slutz.......its the slutz fault that girls like us have to go through so much crap anymore........all we want is to be loved by the one and only one we love....

i really want to go to the dance tonight but there is no use in going if he's not but i dont know if he is going to it....i really wish that he got the test i sent him last night and would text me back already....i hate waiting........everyone else around me has a lover and im always so depressed and i feel like such an outcast anymore....because i've been rejected so many times.....

Dear Abby;

I dont know what i could've ever done without you Abby. You've always been there for me and i've been able to talk to you about anything. It has brought us so much closer now that we have all 8 periods together. Ya and i know this may sound weird but i think it was meant to be. Cuz if you think about it we have SOO freakin much in common its really freaky. We both have long blonde hair, blue eyes, can see with the same glasses, almost 6 foot, have atleast one older sister, have all the same classes, play basketball, love comedy, are in love with someone, have had our hearts broken, have parental issues(lets just leave it at that), love to goof-off, love yo mama jokes, have "blonde moments" -lol-, ummmm.....have cell phones, screeames, lol, straight A's, neither albino -lol-, Catholic and go to the same church, both have more than 100 ppl on our buddy lists, lost someone very close to you, wow i could go on for days .......-lmao-........<3<3you are the best abby<3<3

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 23:19:57 GMT

wow ok sorry bout that...i have no clue y it did that....i did it on my cousins computer and its all screwed up and kept freezing up and everything so its in bits and pieces but the last 3 with the icons are all the same thing...lol....

He has no clue how much i have fallen for him

how much i wish he would fall for me

im just to shy to talk to him

she keeps telling me to GO FOR IT

but i am afraid of rejection

afraid of .....not being loved

afraid of doing something wrong

when he is so perfect

<3<3i just want him to love me as much as i love him<3<3

all i want is to be loved

all i want is to be held

all i want is to be kissed

by my one and only...

<3<3S.O.S<3<3